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What the heck is that? Trust me, that’s what I would say too, so no insult taken!

Until recently, I never told anyone that I had this ability, because in all honesty, I didn’t know WHAT it was! But in this last year or two, I have dove deep into the world of spirituality and learned a lot! About myself. About my beliefs. About the world and the universe. I keep a running list of books I have read and you can probably figure out where my mind is by the latest one posted.

But back to channeling. What is it? How do I do it? Do I even know what I’m saying? (The answer is no, lol. And at this point in time, it’s not meant for me to know, but just to be used to heal).

Channeling is the ability to communicate with angels, spirit guides, spirts, ascended masters, and other beings in spiritual realms. For a more comprehensive guide, check out this book. But the funny thing is, I never knew that that’s what I was doing.

I grew up in a Pentecostal church where “speaking in tongues” was normal to hear in a church service. It never seemed “weird” to me because everyone did it. And it was expected, or at least hoped, that I would too. So every Sunday I would go down to the front and pray as hard as I could until something happened.

And something did happen. When I was 5, I was praying like I had never prayed before. And something took over my tongue, my jaw, my mind, my body, and I started “speaking in tongues” till I was exhausted. At the time, it was explained to me that it was just the Holy Spirit moving through me. And boy did it move!

I couldn’t make it stop! In school, I would have to excuse myself from class to go to the bathroom to “speak” and let it move through me. Quiet time in school was difficult because my tongue just wanted to talk. For years as a child, it was just a part of me that I almost couldn’t control. But I was also told to not let anyone know for fear of religious persecution, or just “being weird”. I also quickly realized I didn’t sound exactly like anyone else in my church, so I hid it until it was almost completely non-existent. But it was never truly gone.

I went to a Christian high school where we had weekly worship services in the gym. During the times of singing and worshiping, I would muffle my “tongue speaking” because I didn’t know anyone else who did it, and frankly I just wanted to fit in like any other teen. Same during my college years and my 20s, I would only “speak” while alone, quietly, often in the shower or bath while praying. It was something I could not shut off, but I also didn’t want to because it felt AMAZING!

But what the heck was it? What was I doing? Saying? How did this benefit me or anyone?

Meditating and praying was a huge source of help to get me through my black belt test for Krav Maga. And “speaking in tongues” came back stronger than ever. I started listening to different types of meditations about higher consciousness, Astral Projection, Akashic Records, and all sorts of interesting spiritual topics that piqued my curiosity about what I was doing more and more. I have a friend who is also interested in these topics and over time I felt safe to share my ability. She was more than interested and said I was “channeling”….wait, what? This is a thing? And others do it too?

Well, I dove into channeling. Watched lots of shows on Gaia TV, read others experiences, read books specifically about “speaking in tongues”, and even found videos on YouTube that sounded similar to my speak! I wasn’t weird! I had a gift! But what language was I speaking?

I finally found this online Light Language Library by Riya Loveguard. After scrolling through each language, I realized I sounded similar to the language of Andromedan, but not quiet exactly the same. But at least I was getting closer and finding out answers to light language in general. Though I have no idea what I’m saying, at this moment in time, I don’t feel I need to know. I recently did a past life regression and found out it is the most powerful language, the language of love, healing, and grounding. Which makes a lot of sense to me, because it only comes on strongly when I feel love, compassion, and gratefulness.

So after sharing with my friend what I had discovered, I knew I had to share it with others. I quickly realized that if I took the religious piece out of what I was doing, it wasn’t so scary to share. I’ve never considered myself a specific religion, because I don’t feel any one human knows all. So I’ve always said I was non-denominational, which still applies, but I think of myself as just a spiritual believer. By taking away the religious aspect of “speaking in tongues” and giving it the proper name of “channeling”, I feel even more open to sharing it with others. It’s not one religion, it’s universal. It’s spiritual. It’s more than us. And it’s healing.

We all have different beliefs, different abilities, different gifts. This just happens to be my gift. It’s the language of healing, and I hope I can share it with you in your healing journey.